So many thoughts running through my mind now it's like a roller coaster. Mom's back at pontian for a few days now cause grandma's hospitalized there and so mom's there to take care of stuffs, healthcare there just isn't as reliable as what we have here in our sunny island. So I'm the mom of the family for these few days and man, can't imagine how mom has been doing all that stuff!

As for today, went for my dental appt with the cuzz this morning and I'm now with my seperators and...it hurts T^T

It wasn't so bad when the doc was putting it in, just that the floss holding the seperator (it's like a mini rubber band) keeps snapping and gosh, it just piak against my inner cheek and the rubber band's just stuck halfway between my molar, the doc had to remove it and the whole process of putting it in repeats. it was terrifying. And the after effect.....not helping.

cuzz just had her first consultation today and she's gonna remove teeth next week already, 2 at a time. And so after our dental today, went back home and she packed up and grabbed her guitar, off she goes to meet her friend for pool and then guitar lessons at 6, and then to her mom's place! She's going back to pontian for a week and yeah, leave me all alone to rot:< especially now that mom's not home either, I shall just pray that time passes faster *chants*

Sometimes I do wonder, what if I lose everything I have in my life now? I know that's probably gonna happen someday but....what will I become? I won't wanna trade any of my loved ones for a relationship.